Day 9

Today I'm babysitting my favorite little person. I do believe we are going to make a surprise for her mommy and watch Thumbelina. The x spoke to me a little yesterday. I texted him that I saw his double at the movie. Then he texted me back. One of his pets was/is sick and he's worried about her. I wish he would let me help more but its up to him. Im going to apply to some new places because what I think I want to do with my life is become a public representative and work in disney in weddings. That would be awesome. Especially in the next couple of years because they are changing for the better I think magic kingdom in fantasy land. Plus unless things change a lot here I just don't feel like im wanted too much. I think a brand new start is just what I need.

Day 8

Todays blog is going to be about my dream. I did mention I was going to see Thor tonight which might me some cause for this particular dream.
I was on the set of a movie. The location was in a magnificent hotel with a very art deco vibe. I was vain as is usuals with my species. I was a god my father dulled over them all. I had one other sister and two brothers. I would compare my version of who I was closely to Aphrodite.
I was on the set of this movie playing some random character which I was not happy about. But I was doing it all for the leading man who was also a god. Everyone else on set was purely human. I had a heavy crush on this guy. So I followed him to earth and unnoticed to him I got into the same movie. He was doing this movie because he loved humans. He loved to see how they worked.
No one really beloved in us anymore. I played a trick on this poor leading man. The god I loved was in love with a human. Not just any human at that a human who had been mean to me. (Did I mention I was petty?) So I made this god blind and convinced him that i was her.
The next thing I know im at a beauty salon and she has followed me there. I told her that he and I had known each other for a very long time. (Thousands of years as a matter of fact.) She and her posse left me alone.
My father then decided to have a gods duel. He thought my love needed to be battled for. My bother was up first. And then I woke up.  

Day Seven

Today was crazy! I was off today and had a "discussion" with a friend of mine who has gone a little to far with me. He showed up at my house unexpectedly which I don't really like. I hate being cornered in bad situations. I was mad and then spoke a little harsly to him. I do feel bad about it. I'm also not sure where to go from here. Also I tried a few games today. I'm waiting for a great game with a great story line. Usually games like Nancy Drew hae a good story and so do the MCF. My favorite game of all time thus far is Syberia. Beautiful scenery, great story, awsome puzzles. The best game ever go play it now! Going to see Thor at midnight tom, excited.

Day 6

Hello again blog. Its been a few days but I was away camping. I had so much fun. Friday we got there and the weather was perfect. Perfect timing too because the person we were meeting there showed up right behind us in the checkout line. My soup went off perfectly. We had a few drinks and went to bed. My tent partner got a little too cozy with me. Not to say that I tried to stop him or anything but this is becoming a pattern I wish not to repeat. Sat morning got up and had turkey bacon and eggs. They were both interesting. We attempted to go out on the lake in an enflate able boat. Firstly the lake was wildly overflowing secondly im not sure this boat was prepared for four people. We all piled in and didn't get very far. The boat was sinking. We got back to land only to realize the boat had two holes on it. The other three tried to go out again while I watched there progress. Back at camp we made turkey dogs for lunch. Then we went on a hike. A short on because of my limitations due to my heart. All the while im noticing a definite pull away from my tent partner. Made me mad. Then we were back at camp making spaghetti and turkey balls. (Unsuccessful balls) then night came and I gave my tent partner a talking to telling him basically im off limits! Morning came and we packed up and drove home. Super fun but now a real shower calls me. I cannot say no to running water!

Day 5 Again

I don't know whether its the fact that one of my good friends backed out of the camping trip or something else but im bummed. Sad about various things. Reminiscing a lot today about the x which makes life hard. But I am doing 100% better from before. I sill want him to realize that im here. That he sill has some explaining to do. That I want to be his friend. I want two make sure he's ok. Only time will tell hopefully tomorrow will be better. Count down three days!

Day 5

This morning I had a dream. I was in an all girls school of the twenty's. This was the type of school where you would learn to become a proper house wife and such. My mother ran the school. We were on a field trip to a indoor garden. I took my time exploring the area and became separated from the class. Then I met him. It was Spike (from buffy the vampire slayer). He did not have the same name but he looked the same and was still a vampire. He tried to make me afraid of him but I could not be. He followed me as I walked around the gardens.
I motivated him to walk with me. We began to talk and got along very well. After the field trip he began sneaking into my room at school. It was I who started furthering the relationship. I let him drink from me that night. He was surprised thought that I would have qualms about it. Then one day I noticed my body was changing. I was pregnant. Spike didn't believe me when I told him. But all he had to do was listen. He could hear our two heartbeats. We had to come up with a plan and fast. I could not stay here.
Spike and I moved into an abandoned home on the other side of town. The area wasn't great but people tuned to keep a with berth from Spike. They didn't know what he was but they didn't trust him. Months passed and everything progressed normally.
Then I woke up.

Day 4

Today was fairly uneventful. I got called into work and basically cleaned the store until we closed. Kinda a bummer but extra hours are great.
Getting very excited about camping this weekend.